For the human mind is never free from want
Its been a long time since I'v posted a new blog, but that has its reasons, the chief of it being the fact that I had virtually no access to internet in the awesome (pun intended) hostel I'm at. Now that is just me being very unfair to my hostel, but I guess it will forgive me for a few criticism. On the whole I am thoroughly enjoying my new life, my completely new I must say. The next time I feel like I want a change I should consider doing something way less grave though, like getting a hair cut for instance. Because this time I went completely overboard, starting with a hair cut, to a co-ed educational institute for the first time in my life, to staying away from family, of course, for the first time in my life. Haha!
But on a more serious note, all these changes has definitely had a positive impact on me. I find myself more independent that I ever was. I feel like I'm living my life for ME and not anybody else. Besides, when the decisions of life that you take are yours alone, and when you get a feeling that those decisions are indeed the right ones, it calls for a celebration. And I celebrate by living life trying my best to be how I am, and spending more of it first trying to figure out who I am! Its wonderful how much one learns about oneself once they are independent. Sometimes I feel like a true 18 year old with mood swings and irritations surly, but the overall picture is beautiful thought there can be a few rough edges here and there.I have got all that I have wanted if not better.
However its ironic how endless the human wants can be! It never gets over. I now have new needs and plans and goales. Its like the mind does not ever quit dreaming even after all dreams are fulfilled.
Its been a long time since I'v posted a new blog, but that has its reasons, the chief of it being the fact that I had virtually no access to internet in the awesome (pun intended) hostel I'm at. Now that is just me being very unfair to my hostel, but I guess it will forgive me for a few criticism. On the whole I am thoroughly enjoying my new life, my completely new I must say. The next time I feel like I want a change I should consider doing something way less grave though, like getting a hair cut for instance. Because this time I went completely overboard, starting with a hair cut, to a co-ed educational institute for the first time in my life, to staying away from family, of course, for the first time in my life. Haha!
But on a more serious note, all these changes has definitely had a positive impact on me. I find myself more independent that I ever was. I feel like I'm living my life for ME and not anybody else. Besides, when the decisions of life that you take are yours alone, and when you get a feeling that those decisions are indeed the right ones, it calls for a celebration. And I celebrate by living life trying my best to be how I am, and spending more of it first trying to figure out who I am! Its wonderful how much one learns about oneself once they are independent. Sometimes I feel like a true 18 year old with mood swings and irritations surly, but the overall picture is beautiful thought there can be a few rough edges here and there.I have got all that I have wanted if not better.
However its ironic how endless the human wants can be! It never gets over. I now have new needs and plans and goales. Its like the mind does not ever quit dreaming even after all dreams are fulfilled.
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